♥ LUcienne

Friday, January 02, 2009 { 11:17:00 AM }

ok im finally updating again
i think i'll not tell anyone tht i've updated. maybe my blog will be more private like tht.
yeah im too lazy to set a password or whtever anw i've nothing to hide. so read on if u want.

today's the 2nd day of the new year. New year, new beginning.
though this means tht my holidays are ending and i have to get back to school very very soon, in exact, 10 days left. 10 freakkin days left and i wonder wht have i been doing for the past 2 weeks.
i admit i've wasted much of my holiday time but there were really quite a few days well spent, like attending Fahrenheit Fantasy concert on 19/12/08 which was really memorable.

here i am, back home not long ago from 7hrs of nonstop shopping with mummy which resulted in both my heels hurting, and of course i did watch Little Nyonya. (whenevr i watch it i feel like giving zhenzhu a tight slap, no, maybe 10 tight slaps. haa) Wait, oh no, im digressing.
The reason why i wanted to update this blog is to reflect on the year 2008.

2008 passed really really quickly, many many things happened to me, and i made many decisions and changes for myself, big and small.

if i were to name specifically 1 thing which happened in 2008 that made a huge impact on me, it would definitely be me withdrawing my beloved Meridian Junior College and being part of PSB Academy, University of Newcastle.
it was a huge decision that i've made. and i admit i wasnt sure whether i was making the right choice at that point of time. what i wanted mainly was to get out of that JC hell madness and get a life. so it wasnt much of the pull factors from UoN that made we want to start university earlier but the push factors from MJC tht made me want to leave. and of course, i wanted to leave the school, that horrible rigid system and curriculum, but definitely not my precious friends.

My friends who experienced the same shit as me but chose to swallow the hardship in JC.
My friends who made me laugh, be it by telling me lame jokes or even teasing me.
My friends who were not close with me at first but decided to foster a closer friendship with me.
My friends who never left me out, be it during tests(helping each other to cheat), or even during p.e(running, or should i say, WALKING and failing with me)
My friends who gave me much encouragement whenever i did badly for a test
My friends who never failed to light up my day after each stressful day of JC shit

You have been great people and i feel very fortunate to know every single one of you, regardless if we were close before but became not so close, or even only spoke to me once or twice. I thank all of you sincerely, though i know most, or all of you would most prob not be reading this post.
And also, i apologise for the tears shed by some of you after hearing the news that i would be leaving MJC.

last but not least, after thanking my friends from MJC or AHS or whtever place, i would also like to thank a few important people.
Firstly, MUMMY. for giving me the utmost support when i was struggling with my studies and decided to make a change for myself. for comforting during that whole week of crying. and for standing on my side throughout everything.
Secondly, my friends from PSB acad. without all of you, my days in PSB wouldnt be as enjoyable.

I love all of you.
(erm.. wasnt this supposed to be a reflection? why did it turn out to be some thanking speech? lol)

anyway, i wish all of you people out there Happy Belated New Year and all the best for the year ahead. thks to all who sent me christmas and new year wishes!
honestly speaking, this New Year was the worst but it was fruitful.

worst because i stayed home and did not go out to emmerse myself in that celebrative atmosphere
fruitful because i finished the whole twilight series!
yes, all 4 books. of course not all in a day but i finished reading everything on that day. edward cullen, such a sweet man, giving his everything to bella despite bella being a little unfaithful and loving jacob at the same time.
hey Jacob, u are just so bloody irritating, i feel irritated whenever i have to endure reading your part of the story in so many books. cam and me agreed that twilight was the best book cus it involved very little of Jacob. New moon was a little unbearable cus if im not wrong, chp 3 to 18 was abt bella and jacob, WITHOUT edward. Eclispe was ok cus edward was involved in the whole story, though jacob was equally involved. Breaking dawn was a little better cus bella and edward got married n had a baby, meaning jacob had to chance alr. haha. and also becuase i can skip the whole of bk2 when rereading.

hey, why im i suddenly talking about twilight?
yeah yeah yeah, i talk alot, im weird. but god gave me a mouth for a reason rite? ok maybe for this case, god gave me hands to type out what i wanted to say for a reason. Right. ok stop argueing. lol.

guess i will just end off here.

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wth?!? it's 11.20pm alr. i need sleep!