Tuesday, July 20, 2010
{ 8:01:00 PM }
im posting after so long. yeah maybe it's a good thing that people arent reading this, makes this blog feel more personal.
anyway, i've been through hell for the past few weeks. Quizzes, assignments, submission tasks every week. Now that the quizzes and assignments are over i feel that i really deserve a rest, though exams are coming up in a month's time. sigh. what have i gotten myself into? didnt i leave JC for a reason? why do i feel worse than i did in JC? yes i admit i did well in the past few terms but the pressure is seriously getting stronger. it feels like i expected to do well for every quiz and examination, like a 'distinction' would just be an average grade for me.
but seriously. i am not that smart! i am just lucky.
i really dont know what to say. i dont study super hard during exams. i know that cos i dont memorize stuff. i only read through my stuff and hope that i actually do remember what i read. and my results come out better than expected. i expect a pass and i get a distinction. what to do?
i dont guarantee another distinction for this term, what will people say if i do badly?
am i giving myself to much pressure? why do i feel this way? why do i feel obliged to do well?
i really need a break.
